What's The Best

You won't realize that someone loves you that much until you experienced one. And I just realized it yesterday and it's about my recent boyfriend. He came to my life years ago as a friend, and years later he came to my very life as a boyfriend. And I feel safe with him, he knows me well in and out and you rarely can found someone like that in your life. And the most amazing thing he keep telling me is " I accept you the way you are". It sounds cliche, I know, but I know he meant it too. He keep telling me to eat a lot of food so I get fat until there's no man flirting on me or me flirting on them. Well..

I had a bad experience of love years ago, when love wasn't for me and him but I kept the faith (read:stubborn) that someday eventually God will give us a chance.But believe me, when God said no, then it's a no. If you keep your stubbornness, you'll block God's best way for yourself. The words "everything has a reason" is true, even though I know it's hard to understand what's the reason is. All you need is keep on walking until God tell you to stop (read: real and true faith), and He will ask you to look behind your back. You want to know what I saw when God told me to do it? I saw that I've been very stubborn not to let go and it didn't help me to get through my trouble. I finally I knew there's someone better waiting for me allllll the time. He just waiting for the right time to come to my life and ask me if I let him to love me. It's like God is trying to say "Here's someone best for you. Not him in the past". The past is exist so you can learn from it so you'll do better in the future. So if the right person come along, you won't do the stupid mistake again.

And this man who come to my life and ask me if I let him to love me,....he doesn't give me the whole world like the lyric in the love songs. He just give me his world to me. And I know it's somehow bigger than the whole world itself :)

I could not ask for more. This is perfect.